The Morrígan Waits

This is my first blog post on my website.

I hope to share more of these personal projects over time, especially as I am lucky to have so many talented friends to collaborate with. This one encouraged me to start, to put some of the ideas in my head into something tangible, and to share more of what inspires me here in Ireland.

How did his begin. Well, Barry and I first met at the gym. I am a photographer, he is a professional actor, and from early on we talked about working on something together. We did not have a clear idea at first, only that it should be outside, grounded, visceral, and full of heart and story.

The Morrígan Waits grew from those conversations. The Morrígan, goddess of fate and transformation, became the thread that held it together, a way of exploring masculinity, vulnerability, and change against raw Irish landscapes.

The challenge with still photography is always how to link the images together and tell a story. We decided to intersperse some video footage, but also to give it a heartbeat with a poem and a voiceover. I wrote the text, and Barry brought it to life. That combination gave the piece another layer, turning it into something more than just a slideshow.

The Morrígan Waits

Did you ever stand on a bog and feel it shift under you?

The ground breathing beneath your feet.

That’s what it felt like to me, in me.

Heavy, unsteady

I didn’t come here to fix anything

I just needed quiet.

No screens. No pretending.

Just air, water, and the weight of it of it all.

I sit with it.

Let the cold sink in

Let the land take what I don’t want to carry.

The Morrígan waits in places like this not to punish you

but to see who you are.

And everything else falls away.

I’m ready

I move

I shave my face.

I step into the wind,

Let the sea hit bare skin, let it remind me

I’m

I’m

I’m still here.

That quiet is not emptiness, it’s space.

It’s space

I didn’t come back with answers

Just less to hold and more room to breathe

So much more room to breathe.

Created in collaboration with actor Barry John Kinsella.

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